2009-Gone But Not Forgotten

“Ring out the old,ring in the new,
Ring, happy bells, across the snow:
The year is going, let him go;
Ring out the false, ring in the true.”
-Alfred, Lord Tennyson

My resolutions are written out and signed. Bring on 2010!

What I Know

I know that I am married to my best friend and soul mate.
I know that the most beautiful sound I have ever heard is the sound of my children laughing.
I know that I am becoming who I was meant to be.
I know that perfection is taking an excruciatingly long time.
I know that most people are innately good.
I know that I love life.
I know that Heavenly Father lives and that he loves me.
I know that Jesus Christ is my Savior and Redeemer.
I know that He died for me and that He lives for me.
I know the gospel is true.
I know that Joseph saw what he saw.
I know that I live in the greatest place on earth.
I know that the tiniest bit of light dispels the darkness.
I know that I wouldn't trade this experience for anything.
I know that I am love.
I know that love makes all the difference.

Oh Come Let Us Adore Him

"Joy to the world, the Lord is come! Let earth receive her King!"

Merry Christmas! May joy, peace and love abound in our lives and may we grow ever closer to becoming like our Savior, Jesus Christ.

Autobiography in 5 short chapters

1. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I fall in. I am lost...I am helpless. It isn't my fault. It takes forever to find a way out.

2. I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I pretend I don't see it. I fall in again. I can't believe I am in the same place. But, it isn't my fault. It still takes a long time to get out.

3. I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I see it is there. I still fall in...it is a habit. My eyes are open. I know where I am.

4. I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I walk around it.

5. I walk down a different street.


I am not sure where this came from but I love it. Very reminiscient of life, hmmm?

Where Are You Christmas?

I don't know what my problem has been this year but I have been a real Grinch. For some reason I have just been going through the motions and not feeling the spirit at all. And people, in general, have really been making me irate. Maybe it's the economy and the pressure to perform, I don't know. It makes me sad because this is normally my favorite time of year.

I was chatting with a good friend of mine from high school today. I will call her "K". I have learned and continue to learn so much from her. She is a true Christian in every sense of the word. So loving, thoughtful, kind and giving to EVERYONE. She is facing some unreal challenges in her life right now and she still reaches out to me to make me feel better in all my grinchiness. Very humbling. I hope you know how much I love and admire you, K. You are always in my prayers.

I commit to letting go of my Grinch. It's only me that can bring the spirit into my heart or shut it out.

And I am now, officially, ready for Christmas.

The Spirit of Christ(mas)

Chili Cook-off

This is one of my favorite e-mails ever. Sorry for any cuss words. I have never laughed so hard in my life!

This is an actual account as relayed to paramedics at a chili cook-off in Texas.

Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL.

Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy; and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted and became Judge 3."

Here are the scorecard notes from the event:

CHILI # 1 - MIKE'S MANIAC MONSTER CHILI

Judge # 1 -- A little too heavy on the tomato. Amusing kick.

Judge # 2 -- Nice, smooth tomato flavor. Very mild.

Judge # 3 (Frank) -- Holy crap, what the hell is this stuff? You could remove dried paint from your driveway. Took me two beers to put the flames out. I hope that's the worst one. These Texans are crazy.

CHILI # 2 - AUSTIN 'S AFTERBURNER CHILI

Judge # 1 -- Smoky, with a hint of pork. Slight jalapeno tang.

Judge # 2 -- Exciting BBQ flavor, needs more peppers to be taken seriously.

Judge # 3 -- Keep this out of the reach of children. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to taste besides pain. I had to wave off two people who wanted to give me the Heimlich maneuver. They had to rush in more beer when they saw the look on my face.

CHILI # 3 - FRED'S FAMOUS BURN DOWN THE BARN

Judge # 1 -- Excellent firehouse chili. Great kick.

Judge # 2 -- A bit salty, good use of peppers.

Judge # 3 -- Call the EPA. I've located a uranium spill. My nose feels like I have been snorting Drano. Everyone knows the routine by now. Get me more beer before I ignite. Barmaid pounded me on the back, now my backbone is in the front part of my chest. I'm getting sh*t-faced from all of the beer.

CHILI # 4 - BUBBA'S BLACK MAGIC

Judge # 1 -- Black bean chili with almost no spice. Disappointing.

Judge # 2 -- Hint of lime in the black beans. Good side dish for fish or other mild foods, not much of a chili.

Judge # 3 -- I felt something scraping across my tongue, but was unable to taste it. Is it possible to burn out taste buds? Sally, the beer maid, was standing behind me with fresh refills. This 300 lb. woman is starting to look HOT .... just like this nuclear waste I'm eating! Is chili an aphrodisiac?

CHILI # 5 - LISA'S LEGAL LIP REMOVER

Judge # 1 -- Meaty, strong chili. Cayenne peppers freshly ground, adding considerable kick. Very impressive.

Judge # 2 -- Chili using shredded beef, could use more tomato. Must admit the cayenne peppers make a strong statement.

Judge # 3 -- My ears are ringing, sweat is pouring off my forehead and I can no longer focus my eyes. I farted, and four people behind me needed paramedics. The contestant seemed offended when I told her that her chili had given me brain damage. Sally saved my tongue from bleeding by pouring beer directly on it from the pitcher. I wonder if I'm burning my lips off. It really ticks me off that the other judges asked me to stop screaming. Screw them.

CHILI # 6 - VERA'S VERY VEGETARIAN VARIETY

Judge # 1 -- Thin yet bold vegetarian variety chili. Good balance of spices and peppers.

Judge # 2 -- The best yet. Aggressive use of peppers, onions, garlic. Superb.

Judge # 3 -- My intestines are now a straight pipe filled with gaseous, sulfuric flames. I crapped on myself when I farted, and I'm worried it will eat through the chair. No one seems inclined to stand behind me except that Sally. Can't feel my lips anymore. I need to wipe my butt with a snowcone.

CHILI # 7 - SUSAN'S SCREAMING SENSATION CHILI

Judge # 1 -- A mediocre chili with too much reliance on canned peppers.

Judge # 2 -- Ho hum, tastes as if the chef literally threw in a can of chili peppers at the last moment. **I should take note that I am worried about judge number 3. He appears to be in a bit of distress as he is cursing uncontrollably.

Judge # 3 -- You could put a grenade in my mouth, pull the pin, and I wouldn't feel a thing. I've lost sight in one eye, and the world sounds like it is made of rushing water. My shirt is covered with chili, which slid unnoticed out of my mouth. My pants are full of lava to match my shirt. At least during the autopsy, they'll know what killed me. I've decided to stop breathing. It's too painful. Screw it; I'm not getting any oxygen anyway. If I need air, I'll just suck it in through the 4-inch hole in my stomach.

CHILI # 8 - BIG TOM'S TOENAIL CURLING CHILI

Judge # 1 -- The perfect ending, this is a nice blend chili. Not too bold but spicy enough to declare its existence.

Judge # 2 -- This final entry is a good, balanced chili. Neither mild nor hot. Sorry to see that most of it was lost when Judge #3 farted, passed out, fell over and pulled the chili pot down on top of himself. Not sure if he's going to make it. Poor feller, wonder how he'd have reacted to really hot chili?

Judge # 3 - No Report

Happy Thanksgiving!

"Gratitude consists of being more aware of what you have, than what you don’t."-unknown

My heart is so full today that I could take the next 3 days to post all I am thankful for and still have some left over. My life is overflowing with abundance. I am so grateful to my Father in Heaven for my life and to my Savior for making that life so full and meaningful. For my soul mate Ross, who makes me laugh every day and who I know loves me unconditionally, even through my weaknesses. For my 3 AMAZING sons, individually and collectively, who make me want to be a better person every day. For my family, my friends, the gospel, etc. etc. And mostly for the chance every day to show that I am grateful and that I can be who I am meant to be.

I love you all! Have a wonderful day.

Thoughts

“As a being of power, intelligence, and the master of his own thoughts, a man holds the key to every situation, to make his life what he chooses it to be. When he discovers the divine power within his soul, he can lead his life to a God-like nature. If one dreams lofty dreams, so shall he become. There is magic in the way one thinks. If we expect the worst, we will get the worst. If we expect the best, we will receive the best. If we train our minds to have faith in God and ourselves, we are using one of the great laws of life. If we think and live righteously, happiness will find its place in our lives. It is amazing when we expect the best how forces are set in motion which cause the best to materialize.

Our thoughts more than circumstances determine the course of our lives. Outward circumstances do not determine the course of our lives as much as the thoughts that habitually occupy our minds. These thoughts carve their impression on our faces, in our hearts, and on the tablet of our eternal souls.”

- Howard W. Hunter, The Teachings of Howard W. Hunter

Pay It Forward-check!

I posted earlier this year a pay-it-forward. I also posted it on Facebook. I ended up having 7 people to pay-it-forward to. I am happy to say that I completed the final one this last week. That was so much fun! I just might do it again in the future.

Promise Yourself

Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. To talk health, happiness and prosperity to every person you meet. To make all of your friends feel that there is something in them. To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. To think only of the best, to work only for the best and expect only the best. To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living creature you meet a smile. To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

Etsy Shop

So I finally set up my Etsy Shop. I will be adding things slowly. Anyone that you would pass me along to would be great!

Friends

I have posted before about friendship. It is something that I think about a lot. I think one of my strengths (most of the time!) is that I am a good friend. And I have been blessed throughout my life with the greatest of friends.

I don't believe in leaving people behind. Once a friend, always a friend. I can go 10 years without seeing someone and when we finally meet again, it's like we never missed a day. But even I can miss the mark sometimes.

I have recently been avoiding someone I have always considered a friend. I grew up with him, have known him since elementary school. He is a great person. He recently went through a tremendous tragedy in his life, Now more than ever he needs love and support from everyone.

I have been avoiding him because I just didn't know what to say that would let him know that I do care. I have been agonizing over it for weeks. I finally realized it doesn't matter what you say as long as you say it. Just a simple, "Hey I've been thinking about you" would be more than enough. So I did. I talked to him and I realized how silly I have been.

In friendship, a little goes a long way. A hug, a text, a phone call, a smile can brighten my day beyond words. After all, we are all here to help each other along the way.

Once a friend, always a friend.

Last week was our 14th anniversary. We agreed to not get each other gifts because we have spent so much money putting in our yard this summer.

The day after the big day, Ross surprised me with this beautiful road bike. I gave him "the look" and he said, "It's not our anniversary today. This cannot be considered an anniversary present." I told him he cheated but I was so ecstatic about the bike. I have wanted one since I "retired" from running. We went out on a ride the other day and it is smooth as buttah. SO NICE!

We have a long standing joke between us because I always say I want whatever exercise gear I have to be cute and girly. I think you can have great stuff and look like a babe too. He decked everything out in pink for me. He knows me too well ;) Thanks honey for the not-anniversary-present!

Hope

There are some games in which cheering for the other side feels better than winning.
Gainesville State players douse head coach Mark Williams in celebration.

They played the oddest game in high school football history last month down in Grapevine, Texas. It was Grapevine Faith vs. Gainesville State School and everything about it was upside down. For instance, when Gainesville came out to take the field, the Faith fans made a 40-yard spirit line for them to run through.

Did you hear that? The other team's fans? They even made a banner for players to crash through at the end. It said, "Go Tornadoes!" Which is also weird, because Faith is the Lions. "I WOULDN'T EXPECT ANOTHER PARENT TO TELL SOMEBODY TO HIT THEIR KIDS. BUT THEY WANTED US TO!" It was rivers running uphill and cats petting dogs. More than 200 Faith fans sat on the Gainesville side and kept cheering the Gainesville players on—by name.

"I never in my life thought I'd hear people cheering for us to hit their kids," recalls Gainesville's QB and middle linebacker, Isaiah. "I wouldn't expect another parent to tell somebody to hit their kids. But they wanted us to!" And even though Faith walloped them 33-14, the Gainesville kids were so happy that after the game they gave head coach Mark Williams a sideline squirt-bottle shower like he'd just won state. Gotta be the first Gatorade bath in history for an 0-9 coach.
But then you saw the 12 uniformed officers escorting the 14 Gainesville players off the field and two and two started to make four. They lined the players up in groups of five—handcuffs ready in their back pockets—and marched them to the team bus. That's because Gainesville is a maximum-security correctional facility 75 miles north of Dallas. Every game it plays is on the road.

This all started when Faith's head coach, Kris Hogan, wanted to do something kind for the Gainesville team. Faith had never played Gainesville, but he already knew the score. After all, Faith was 7-2 going into the game, Gainesville 0-8 with 2 TDs all year. Faith has 70 kids, 11 coaches, the latest equipment and involved parents. Gainesville has a lot of kids with convictions for drugs, assault and robbery—many of whose families had disowned them—wearing seven-year-old shoulder pads and ancient helmets. So Hogan had this idea. What if half of our fans—for one night only—cheered for the other team? He sent out an email asking the Faithful to do just that. "Here's the message I want you to send:" Hogan wrote. "You are just as valuable as any other person on planet Earth." Some people were naturally confused. One Faith player walked into Hogan's office and asked, "Coach, why are we doing this?" And Hogan said, "Imagine if you didn't have a home life. Imagine if everybody had pretty much given up on you. Now imagine what it would mean for hundreds of people to suddenly believe in you." Next thing you know, the Gainesville Tornadoes were turning around on their bench to see something they never had before. Hundreds of fans. And actual cheerleaders! "I thought maybe they were confused," said Alex, a Gainesville lineman (only first names are released by the prison). "They started yelling 'DEE-fense!' when their team had the ball. I said, 'What? Why they cheerin' for us?'"
It was a strange experience for boys who most people cross the street to avoid. "We can tell people are a little afraid of us when we come to the games," says Gerald, a lineman who will wind up doing more than three years. "You can see it in their eyes. They're lookin' at us like we're criminals. But these people, they were yellin' for us! By our names!"

Maybe it figures that Gainesville played better than it had all season, scoring the game's last two touchdowns. Of course, this might be because Hogan put his third-string nose guard at safety and his third-string cornerback at defensive end. Still. After the game, both teams gathered in the middle of the field to pray and that's when Isaiah surprised everybody by asking to lead. "We had no idea what the kid was going to say," remembers Coach Hogan. But Isaiah said this: "Lord, I don't know how this happened, so I don't know how to say thank You, but I never would've known there was so many people in the world that cared about us." And it was a good thing everybody's heads were bowed because they might've seen Hogan wiping away tears.
As the Tornadoes walked back to their bus under guard, they each were handed a bag for the ride home—a burger, some fries, a soda, some candy, a Bible and an encouraging letter from a Faith player.

The Gainesville coach saw Hogan, grabbed him hard by the shoulders and said, "You'll never know what your people did for these kids tonight. You'll never, ever know."
And as the bus pulled away, all the Gainesville players crammed to one side and pressed their hands to the window, staring at these people they'd never met before, watching their waves and smiles disappearing into the night.

Anyway, with the economy six feet under, it's nice to know that one of the best presents you can give is still absolutely free.

HOPE.

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I have formed a new company. Made by K-lo has officially launched. Please go check it out! I will be adding new stuff all the time.

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Tragedy and Rebirth

I remember September 11th like it was yesterday. We lived in Clinton. Ross worked in Salt Lake so we were all still sleeping after he left. I remember him calling to tell me to get up and turn on the tv. I was watching the news feed when the second plane hit. I remember the feelings of disbelief as we all started to realize that this was an intentional attack. I was horrified.

My thoughts immediately turned to my little sister Alison who was living in New Jersey at the time. She was supposed to be in New York some time that week and I began praying that it was not this day. I started calling her and it would be more than 12 hours later when we finally heard from her that she was ok and she never made it to the city that day.

I cried more and prayed more that day than I had in a long time. I prayed for my sister, for those people that I knew would never see a loved one again, for the many, many people that stepped up to the plate and died to help others live. I prayed for my country and my President.

For all the grief, confusion, hate and fear that came from that day, there were more stories of courage, heroism, charity, brotherly love and kindness. Our president called for us to bond together as a nation and pray together. I learned so many lessons in the wake of that tragedy and I saw the hand of God everywhere.

About a year later, I went to visit that sister and we went to ground zero. It had changed much. Most of the debri was gone. I was overwhelmed with the many pictures still posted around the city of missing people that I knew would never be found. But I could feel the spirits of those that had been there. And that they live on.

I believe everything happens for a reason. If nothing else, it gave people a purpose and something to believe in, even if for just a small moment. And for me, it brought back hope in the human spirit. Nothing can break us until we let it.

I will always have great reverence for this day. I continue to pray for those who were lost, those who were found and those who sacrificed so much for all of us.

Simple Treasures Boutique

Musings

I love Sundays. They are a day to reflect. A day to connect with God and with loved ones. I think a lot. About me, my family, friends, people I know, how I can make the world a better place by making me a better person.

I am working a lot lately on becoming who God intends me to become. Becoming like Christ will take a lifetime, if not more. It is a process that I mess up so much because I am so imperfect but I have the desire and I want so much to be better.

I know that with Heavenly Father's help I can be. So I am putting all my effort out there and I am trusting that He will lead me where I need to go. Even though I am a work in progress, I feel great peace in knowing that I am on the right path.

The Parable of the Imperfect Pot

A water bearer in India carried two large pots on the end of a pole. He went daily to the stream and returned to his master's house with water. One of the pots was perfect, while the other had a crack, leaking at least half of its contents before the servant reached his master's home. After a year, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishment. However, the cracked pot was ashamed of its flaw and apologized for its inability to provide a full pot of water at the end of each day's journey. The water bearer told the cracked pot to notice the road as they returned from the stream. The cracked pot watched and saw a wide variety of beautiful flowers blooming only on one side of the road. The water bearer said, :I have always known about your flaw, so I took advantage of it. I planted flower seeds on your side of the road. Every day you watered them. If you hadn't been just the way you are, I wouldn't have been able to pick those beautiful flowers to grace my master's table. Each of us, like this pot has our own strengths and flaws. Uniqueness is what sets us apart from others. Our gift might be that we can make others laugh or that we live our life with integrity. Let's celebrate our own uniqueness, and try to find it in those around us as well.

Whose kid are you?

The other day I was teasing the boys. Just generally being annoying and weird, you know, like all moms do. Corbin looked up and said, "I knew it was a mistake leaving that orphanage."

Holy Crow! He is so funny!

Life Lessons

This is a good e-mail I received.

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone..
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents
will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journeyis all
about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never
blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to
you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an
answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it
for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
25. Frame every so-called disaster with these words ''In five years, will this
matter?".
26. Always choose life.
27. Forgive everyone everything.
28.. What other people think of you is none of your business.
29. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.
30. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
31. Don't take yourself so seriously.. No one else does.
32. Believe in miracles.
33. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or
didn't do.
34. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
35. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
36. Your children get only one childhood.
37. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
38. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
39. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours
back.
40. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
41. The best is yet to come.
42. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
43. Yield.
44. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

MIA

I have fallen off the face of the blog world this summer. I have been so busy it was just too overwhelming but I am re-committing myself strictly for your entertainment. I know you all count on me to make you feel better about your life! ;)

Stay tuned.......

Forever Changed

The last couple of months I have had the unique opportunity of being a visiting teacher to a girl who had terminal cancer. I knew when I was called to visit her that she would likely not live long.

I never thought in a million years that I would be so changed by someone that I barely knew. Anne is the epitome of strength, faith and graciousness. I have learned that some things just don't matter. I have learned that even in my weakest moments, I still have much strength. I have remembered that as long as I have faith and my family, I have everything.

Anne passed away this last Saturday. Even though it was expected, it still sucks. But I know that she fulfilled her purpose here on earth, not the least of which was helping me to find my perspective again. She came at a time in my life that I really needed her.

I am forever grateful that I got to know and love her. I am even more grateful that someday I will get to see her again and thank her for all she taught me.

Fight Like Susan

This guy, Fat Cyclist, has been an amazing force in the fight against cancer. His wife passed away tonight. Send up your prayers. I don't know how you can ever really be prepared for something like that.

More Perspective

I took this from a post of a good friend of mine. She went through breast cancer this last year.

"I am most grateful for my Savior. I don't recall a single time when I felt alone or that I couldn't get through this. I have felt his arms surround me with love and strength. There where times I felt as if I couldn't or didn't want to get it and somehow I managed. I also believe our Heavenly Father works through each of you, it seems like you guys knew when I needed some dinner or someone to take Broc or just a ear to listen to. I know that our Heavenly Father hears and answers our prayers. I know he love me, even with all my faults. He knows what I need and when I need it.
I guess the bottom line is I am thankful that I had to go through this because it has brought so many wonderful, kind and loving people in my life, it has strengthened my marriage and my love for Broc, it has brought me closer to my family, and it has also strengthened my testimony. And for all those things I would gladly go through shots, surgery, chemo, hair loss, boob loss, throwing up, all of it to have what I have now."

She is a true inspiration to me as are so many others that are fighting cancer in some form. I love you Tracy!

LIVESTRONG

A celebration....and a plea for help!

As you may have heard we are showing sheep in the Weber County Fair again this year. Last year we brought home 2 blue ribbons and hope to get 3 this year. Its a great experience for the kids( you know... character building) and they really do enjoy it, most of the time.

A big part of the fair is the auction at the end. Each kid is supposed to find a buyer or 'booster' for their animal. We have not had any luck thus far finding a buyer for any of our sheep. Maybe the economy, maybe bad timing or maybe its just fate that you happen to be reading this blog right now! The purchase of the sheep is a tax write off and goes to support our child, the 4H program and the fair. If you would be interested as a person (or business) then please let us know.

If buying a sheep is not exactly your style, but you would still love to support Tyson, Jaden and Corbin you can be a 'booster' also. A booster is someone who donates anywhere from $5 - $500 (or anything in between). Sometimes enough booster can be more beneficial than the buyer. If you would like to be a booster please email us, call us or even comment below.

We really appreciate your help and sorry for hitting you with a sales pitch on the blog. We wouldn't do it if we weren't so worried about not having a buyer lined up. The fair starts next week!

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15 Books

I stole this from my friend Kelli. Don't take too long to think about it. Fifteen books you've read that will always stick with you. First fifteen you can recall in no more than 15 minutes.

My Fifteen books:
1. Book of Mormon-that might sound cliche, but truly no book has changed my life like this one has.

2. Nancy Drew Books-the first series I ever fell in love with as a kindergartner. I wanted to be her when I grew up.

3. Pride and Prejudice-Classic love story very reminiscent of real life and mistaken judgments.

4. The Outsiders-I read this in 9th grade English. A sort of coming of age book where you realize the world isn't all good.

5. Harry Potter Series-Brilliant. Period.

6. Lord of the Rings series-Classic good versus evil.

7. The Miracle of Forgiveness-I am actually not a lost cause. Who knew?

8. Wuthering Heights-loved it. Such complex characters.

9. The Monster at the End of This Book-This is the one that my kids wanted read the most for a whole year.

10. Oh the Places You'll Go-Dr. Seuss classic.

11. The Chronicles of Narnia-Such beautiful writing and very fun. I especially love the last part of the last book.

12. Who Moved My Cheese-very enlightening. Get it. Read it. Work it.

13. Rich Dad, Poor Dad-the reason I am a Capitalist today.

14. The Alchemist-so cool. That's all I can say.

15. The Old Testament-I was a youth Sunday School teacher for a year when we studied this. I was blown away by some of the amazing stories in there. I had never given it much of a chance before.

And The Winner Is.....

The charming Mrs. Kelli Booth! Way to go VP!

I will deliver your loot sometime this week.

Thanks for playing everyone!

A little bit late

I officially hit my 2 year blogiversary about 2 months ago. I couldn't believe I have been blogging that long! Or even more weird, that you have been listening to me that long!
In honor of your solidarity, I am doing a giveaway. I am not going to reveal what I am giving away but I promise it will be fabulous. All you have to do is leave me a comment to this question: What inspires you?
I will pick a winner in exactly 1 week!

Team Rocket Shots-Wasatch Back 2009

We had the best time this year! All of our friends in van #1 were first timers to the Wasatch Back and they rocked the house. Those of us in van 2 are now veterans in our second year ;) It was tough this year. They added some miles, it was raining for part of the time and just that whole exhaustion thing. But we were solid and we didn't give up despite hurt knees, upset tummys, and asthma attacks. No one could ask for a better team. We averaged a ten minute mile the whole way. And despite all of the pain and suffering associated with this race, I think everyone is still my friend.
My only goals this year were to 1) not throw up, 2) don't cry, 3) be nicer to Ross when he is trying to help me and 4) leave it all on the road, no regrets. I am happy to say I did all of that.
My mom even showed up with a big sign to cheer me on! (I almost cried then.) Thanks mom!
I love all of you guys! Thanks for letting me captain! You all inspire me to greatness.
GOOOOOOO ROCKET SHOTS!!!!!

If You Are A Hater, Then Beat It!

I grew up in the 80's and MJ was an icon for me. I remember listening to this "tape" over and over until it wore out. I remember watching him win grammy after grammy for it. I have moon walked, screamed, danced like a zombie and quite possibly grabbed my crotch a few times just to prove I had moves like him.

Not someone to pattern my life after but an icon never the less. Loved his music then and I still love it now.

I definitely think he was a misunderstood person. I hope he finds that happiness now that he always seemed to be looking for.

Happy Father's Day 2009

Happy Father's Day! What a great day to reflect on all those amazing men in my life that have been great father figures.

To Ross John- The. Best. Dad. Ever. I totally lucked out in this department. When I married him, I thought he would be a good dad but you just never know until you are there. He continues to amaze me in the parent department. All the things I lack, he more than makes up for. No boys on earth could possibly adore their dad more than mine do. We love you!

Glen- The perfect dad for me. Taught me to be strong and fight through adversity. Taught me to have unwavering faith. Taught me that nothing else matters as long as you have your family. Taught me to take the time to be silly and have fun. I think I get my sense of humor from him. I love you dad!

Dixon- The perfect father in law for me. I can't imagine not having him in my life. He has always made me feel like a rock star. I love that we can tease each other. I know that Ross treats me like a queen and the boys like gold because he learned to from you. I love you!

And most of all, my Heavenly Father. I know that my life and all that I have is a gift from you. I know that you love me.

Happy Father's Day to all of you. You make a difference.

Significance

I am having one of those moments in my life. I am not really in a funk, per se, I just don't feel that I am really making a difference. Don't get me wrong, I know I make a difference in the lives of Ross and the boys. I know they love me.

Sometimes I just don't really get where I fit into all the rest. There is nothing very extraordinary about me. I just do my thing and try to be nice and help out. But sometimes I get this longing for more.

It actually really bothers me that I feel like this at times. I know it's not all about me. And I know that this is my weakness. It's how Satan gets to me.

I guess I just hope for blue skies tomorrow and try to remember that inside, I KNOW whose I am.

Are You Preparing For The Rain?

Two farmers had a planting season approaching. There was a bit of a drought and so both of them had been praying for the rain to come. The first farmer waited to see if it would rain. The second farmer went out and prepared his fields as he usually would. Which do you think had more faith?

I have been pondering in my life lately what exactly faith is to me. I loved this story of the 2 farmers because I think it backs up the point that faith is an action word. We can't just wait for things to happen. We have to go and do and prepare for them to happen. I believe that only then can the Lord pour out his blessings.

The hard part for me is this: I think there is a fine line between having the faith and knowing that the Lord wants to bless me and an entitlement attitude (pride). i.e. Why wouldn't the Lord bless me with this? I DESERVE it.

Treading that line can be tricky I think. How do you do it? Do you prepare your fields or do you just wait for it?

Good Quote

"Sometimes the happy ending is just moving on."

A Little Perspective

I "borrowed" this from a friend of mine. It was written by a missionary but applies to life so well.

"The mission is not always joy and happiness in the way that i kind of imagined it to me before my mission. It is a roller coaster. and you never know when or where then next sharp curve is going to take place. however I have come to learn here in my mission that those curves are not necessarily bad things. In fact they all have a purpose and a learning experience behind them. If we can some how find a way to push through whatever trial we have to deal with, we will eventually will see what the Lords plan was for it all. President Smith had an interesting analogy. He used child birth. Child birth is one of the most excruciating pains than anyone can feel. I am blessed that I never have to feel that! haha Anyways his question was...even after all that pain, how quickly does the mother forget the painful experience? The answer is probably the same for most mothers. That pain that they felt is replaced with a beautiful blessing to their lives, a new born baby. I guess the moral of the story is that most of the time we can look back on our pains and see them as some distant past, the pain long forgotten, because of the beautiful and wonderful gift that we have been given for what we had to endure. I know that one day....maybe long after this life, but one day, we will be able to look back at how difficult this life was, and almost laugh because if will be almost like it didn't happen. We will be so blessed for our perseverance and faith that we had here on this earth, even when we couldn't see any end in sight." 

My Most Humble Apologies

I have to publicly apologize to my Kelly/Kelli club vice president. We were speaking yesterday and she reminded me of an incident in which I totally and completely, threw her under the bus. Actually, after throwing her there, I may have backed up over her again just for good measure. 

What is most sad about the sitch is that I wasn't completely aware of what I was doing. I thought my silence would make an awkward scenario go away. Chalk it up to being beguiled by tempura vegetables at The Happy Sumo.

Kell, I owe you one! ;)

Happy Happy Birthday Tyson Dear!

Holy cow! Can you believe this kid made it to 12?! We weren't quite sure for a while (he kind of has iffy parents). 

Tyson has become quite the young man in the last 12 years. He is a genius, has a photographic memory on things that he WANTS to remember, has a voracious appetite for learning, loves soccer, snowboarding, hiking and camping and most of all, loves his little brothers dearly (even though he will never admit it). Of all the boys at this point in time, he gives us the least trouble. He will do most of what we ask and understands that life is much easier when you listen to your parents and make right choices. He is over the top excited for the priesthood, junior high and all the privileges and responsibilities that go along with being 12. We are so proud of him and love him so much!

Happy Birthday Mr. T!

We Always Knew She Was Certifiable....

This is Alison and Koa. I am not smart enough to know either of them.
The cute girl on the left is me. The cute girl on the right is my sister Shelley. The cute girl in the middle is my amazing, dedicated, accomplished, smarty pants little sister Alison. On May 15th, 2009 she graduated from the Law program at the University of Utah. We know it was a long road, often filled with tears and heartache but we are so proud of her! We know it was worth all the hard work. Koa, her equally as cute boyfriend at the top, graduated the week before from UNLV Law. 

I have a feeling that with 3 sons I am going to be using their services quite a bit in the future;)

Proud!

Today was the Ogden Marathon. Peg, my mom, ran the half again this year. She was awesome! She took 20 minutes off her time from last year. I met her at the bottom of the canyon and went the last 3 1/2 miles with her. It was fun and I am so proud of her!

Must See Video

Go here and watch this: Ross's blog.

Happy Late Mother's Day

Sorry this is late. That is just the story of my life lately.

Motherhood is a tremendous thing. It has been my blessing in this life to bear 3 sons and my privilege to raise them. It is the hardest thing I have ever done. It is true that it takes a village to raise a child. I need all the help I can get. Sometimes it feels like I am walking through hell with the storm raging all around me and it's all I can do to just hang on to them and try to get them out. But more often than that, it is sheer joy, happiness and fulfillment. I never believed that I could love little people so much. Even through the excruciatingly hard times, I give thanks to God that he sent them here to me and I pray with all the might that is in me that I am doing right by Him and by them.

I could not do any of this without Ross. He is the grounding force in all of our lives. He inspires me to be the best mom I can be and lifts my arms when I am too weary to continue.

My mother has taught me so many things. To keep going even when it seems futile, to stand by and defend those you love and to do things that are hard. She has taught me that faith in Jesus Christ will carry you through anything. She has taught me that the impossible is possible through her love and example. I cherish you mom even though I don't always say it just like that.

My other mother, Ross's mom has taught me that meekness is not weakness. She is a pillar of strength and I have seen her call down the blessings of heaven in my behalf so many times. She has the greatest of empathy and I strive to love and serve as she does. I have so much respect and admiration for you. You are so obviously a wonderful mother based on the person Ross is.

Thank you for all of you and everything you are in my life. I love you so much.

Pictures of Rowdy

My Baby

This is my baby.



In 54 minutes, he will be 9 years old. Time sneaks up on me and suddenly my baby is 9, I have more wrinkles than ever and I feel overwhelmed and scared. That I don't have enough time, that it's all slipping away from me. I swore that I would become a good mom and I am not so sure that I am but when I look at my kids, I swear I must have done something right or at least despite my best efforts, they are the most amazing young men that I have ever had the pleasure of knowing.

Corbin was not supposed to be. My doctors told me to not have any more children or I wouldn't be around to raise them. But I knew he was up there. The first time I held him in my arms, I knew my family was complete.

I have never met a kid that has more love to give than our little "Bill". He accepts everyone, no questions asked, flaws and all. And he just makes you laugh. I hope that when I grow up, I can be just like him.

Happy Birthday Corbin. I love you more than I could ever express.

Rowdy

Hooray! My newest nephew was born last night at 10:10. Rowdy Rogers was 8 lbs. 13 oz. and 22 inches long. What is the deal with my sisters and big babies?! He has dark curly hair and he is cute as can be. We are so excited! Congratulations Ry and Em.
(Will post photos later. My camera battery went dead. Grrr.)

Watch Out For Those Mormons

Seriously people, it's how they got me. Watch your back.

Easter Blessings

Today was a beautiful Easter Sunday. It was so beautiful outside. I cannot express the thankfulness that I feel for my Savior. From the moment I realized I had a testimony of Him, I have never doubted. I feel Him close to me and I know him. I am so thankful for what he was willing to do for me and because of that, I will be with my family forever. That is truly heaven.

Bleeding Toes

Being the wonderful mother that I am, I always observe April Fool's Day. I consider it sacred. I love legal excuses to torture my children.

Last night as they lay innocently slumbering, I climbed into their beds and painted their toenails fire-engine red. This would be acceptable but for the fact that they are boys.

This morning when they started to notice, they each came to me freaking out because they thought they were bleeding out of their toe nails. They were genuinely stressed out!

When I wished them Happy April Fool's Day and they realized it was nail polish, I got beat, told I was evil and that they would never speak to me again. Success!



This is their special pedicure a la mom. I didn't get a picture until after school and a lot of it had been scratched off by then. Ah well...you get the picture!

Fav Author

One of my favorite authors is Wayne Dyer. This guy is on the ball and a true inspiration. I have read his book "The Power of Intention" a few times. He has a book out now called "Your Ultimate Calling". Ross and I watched a PBS special that he gave about the book. It was unreal. If you want to change your life, he is one of the greats that will help you a long the way.
And of course I always have to put a plug in about reading your scriptures. They help you change your life too;)

The World Needs More Happy

theworldneedsmorehappy.com

This is a great site started by my Facebook friend Angie Strader. It's about time someone did it.

The Cutest Cheeks In The World

Look at this kid. He is so adorable. Cohen is almost 2 months old now. I get to start watching him 2 days a week starting this Monday and I am so excited! How can you resist those cheeks?!

My kids are so cute with him. I know they will make great dads one day. And Ross. He is just as cute with Cohen as he is with our boys. I told him that when Cohen is here, he better just keep right on working and not try to dominate my time with him but I have a feeling it might happen;)

A New Level of Insanity...er..Commitment

I have to write this down so I can remember in the future that my will power is stronger than I give myself credit for.

I have been doing a 90 day extreme work out program since January 1st of this year. I have been very diligent and have not skipped a workout even when I was down with a sinus infection and strep throat. I decided that I had to still workout even though we were going to Disneyland. So I took the discs, my laptop and some resistance bands. I totally locked myself in the bathroom of our hotel room at night and did the workouts. I know, I know, kind of gross working out in a hotel bathroom. But the point is, I got it done, kept my promise to myself and I took a really hot shower afterward!

Funny!

Don't you just feel like this some days?

Caught On Camera

The California "Chip and Dale's"




One of my finer moments! Ross and I were laughing so hard. Luckily, the boys didn't know what the heck was so funny!

Day 2

Day 2

Today was even better than yesterday! We got up early and headed over to Disneyland to hit a few of the rides we missed yesterday. i.e.Buzz Lightyear, Space Mountain. All of us except for Corbin loved Space Mountain. He didn't like that it was completely in the dark. He would rather stare death in the face, thank you very much. I would rather not know it is coming.
After that, we decided to try our luck in California Adventure. I decided this is more geared for kids that are my kids' ages. There are a lot more crazy rides.
When our kids found out we were coming on this vacation, I said to them, "I have waited a long time for all of you to be tall enough to ride ALL of the rides with me. NO ONE is wussing out on me this trip. You WILL ride everything, AT LEAST once." (yes I said it in all caps too.)
Before every ride, Corbin would throw a fit. He would make himself literally sick to his stomach thinking about it. And after I made him go on every ride, he would say how awesome it was and there was really nothing to be scared of. The time was quickly approaching that we would ride California Screamin', which is the biggest coaster here. It is super fast. He broke down into tears and sobbed on me for about 10 minutes. I bribed him with a churro as a reward and he still didn't want to do it. So being the stellar mom that I am, I made him go anyway! (all the while pleading with Heavenly Father that he would like it and I wouldn't have to pay for therapy.) As we got off the ride, he said, "That just moved to the top slot of my favorite rides! And by the way, you owe me a churro lady."
Thank heavens for churros and answered prayers!
Our picks for top rides: California Screamin', Tower of Terror and Space Mountain. Can you tell I have all boys?!

Side note: interesting observation that I made today while people watching-most people don't dress properly for an occasion. They either just walked off the pages of a fashion mag or just strolled in from the trailer park. Whatever happened to jeans and a t-shirt (with sleeves)? Are heels really appropriate attire for an amusement park?

Disney Day 1

Disney Day 1-posted by Ross

OK, Quick update... pictures will have to come some other time.

Got up real early and just barely made it to the airplane on time. We were almost the very last on and most folks had that "We have been waiting for you so we could go!" look. Like they had more important places to go??!!

Had an awesome cab ride (95 mph) to the hotel, dropped off the bags without even going to the room and walked across the street to the park. No, I am not joking, he was really going 95 on the freeway!

Today we hit most all the big rides: Indy, Splash Mtn, Big Thunder Mtn, Indy, Mr. Toads Wild Ride, Jungle Cruise, the train. Space Mtn was closed today (better not be closed tomorrow!!). Also didn't get to do the Buzz Lightyear today.

Lessons learned from 1 day in Disney:
1- Fast passes are the coolest thing ever!!
2- The food here must be amazing, cuz they charge a hefty price for everything!
3- A hotel across the street is a good thing
4- Did I say Fast passes are good?
5- WAAAYYY too many people think that a tank top is acceptable public attire.
6- Most of those same people have not seen their own feet in years.
7- ALL those people stood by us in line today!
8- Disney employees are wicked helpful and they are all happy.
9- Jasmine is wearing a winter coat here! What the crap! Thats not how she looked in the movie! What a rip-off. I refuse to get my photo taken with a fake jasmine.
10- I love to hear my family laugh and scream on these rides. Its awesome!

Stay tuned for more tomorrow.

Where Can I Turn For Peace

It seems that so many crazy things are going on in the lives of people around us. Random deaths, horrible accidents, marriages falling a part. It puts your heart and mind in such turmoil. It's times like these that make me know, more than ever, that the only thing we can count on is our Savior. Only He knows what we are going through and only He can offer that peace that we so desperately need. I am so grateful for the gospel. Sometimes it's the only thing that keeps me sane.

I can't remember who said this, but I love it:

"None of us will escape tragedy and suffering. Each of us will probably react differently. However, if we can recall the Lord’s promise, “for I the Lord am with you,” we will be able to face our problems with dignity and courage. We will find the strength to be of good cheer instead of becoming resentful, critical, or defeated. We will be able to meet life’s unpleasant happenings with clear vision, strength, and power."

Here's to enduring to the end with dignity and courage.

A Love For Scouts

I am the Wolf den leader in my ward. It's one of my 4 callings. Yeah, I know, OBVIOUSLY, I have a lot to learn or I wouldn't have 4 callings. Anyway, I knew that I would be called into scouts one day since I do have 3 sons. But I wasn't very excited about it. I don't think I am naturally very patient with other people's children or even my own for that matter. I also grew up with all sisters. Sometimes, this whole boy thing still really throws me off. And for most of our married life I have served in the Young Women's organization.
Despite all of this, I always grow to love the boys that are in my den. I have good boys in there. One in particular is about to move on to the Bears because he is turning 9. His mom told me a cute story tonight. They were talking and she asked him if he was getting excited to move on. He said, "Not really." She said to him, "Why not? You have worked so hard to earn your Wolf badge." His reply? "Yeah but that means I will have to leave Kelly."
Awww, seriously that brings a tear to my eye. Somehow, when you least expect it, you do make a difference. And that makes it all worth it.

Mickey's House

We were so bummed when we had to give back Rogue, that Ross and I decided our family needed a little pick-me-up. Ross booked a trip to Disneyland for us. But being the evil parents that we are, we didn't just tell the boys. We created a treasure hunt. They would get a note on their bed that had a puzzle to solve. Solving the puzzle would give them a clue to where they could find a piece of paper that had a letter on it. They each had to solve 4 puzzles to get 4 clues that would eventually get them 4 letters. (this happened over the course of 5 days) Yesterday they had finally gathered all their letters and they had to work together to figure out what they spelled. Because we are evil, we made it spell 'Mickey's House' instead of 'Disneyland'. This is all because we just like to make our kids suffer. It took them about 15 minutes to figure it out. I have never seen more excited kids, especially Tyson! He giggled and giggled. Nice to see him break through the pre-teen "I am way too cool for you" facade.
Anyway, we leave March 2nd. I am so excited!

Pay It Forward

"The first 3 people to leave a comment on this post will receive a handmade gift from me during this year. When and What will be a surprise. There's a small catch though....Post this same thing on your blog and then come back and leave a comment telling me you're in. Remember, only the first 3 comments receive the gift."

Flowers and Sweets

This is what I got from my Ross:



This is what I made for my 4 boys:




So fun! I love the flowers and the boys loved the "sodas".

My Funny (and hot, sexy, studly) Valentine

This guy, is the hottest guy I have ever known in real life. (his woman isn't too bad either!) He takes care of me like I never knew possible. Happy Valentine's Day Ross. I love you so much!

P.S. Do you people know how hard it is to find a picture of Ross?!

Putting Off The Natural Man

I had a few mixed emotions from people about my not drinking Coke. Some people think I am not being true to myself by not drinking one. I think, just because you want something, doesn't necessarily mean you should have it. (chocolate does NOT fall into this category) For me, coca-cola is an addiction. I can't say, "Oh I'll just have one every now again." It doesn't work for me. It ends up being one every day. I don't pass any judgements on anyone who drinks soda because I don't think it's the root of all evil. But is also has been proven that it doesn't really do anything good for your body either so that is why I chose, for me, to stop drinking it.
I am a daughter of God. I was foreordained to be the best I can be. I think I am being the truest to myself when I make choices that will make me happier and me feel better.
Once again, not a judgement on anyone else. This is only gospel according to Kelly, for Kelly. Thanks for listening to me vent about it.

What A Stud!

This totally good lookin' kid turned 10 years old yesterday! I can't believe it! Jaden is one amazing kid. He has an endless supply of energy and if you don't find a way to channel it, you usually end up in a wrestling match with him. He is always up for any adventure. He acts like he is pretty tough but he is a big softy underneath it all. He would do anything for anybody. He is always looking for new friends to add to his circle. When he was born, we almost lost him and me. We know that he has a great purpose here. We are so blessed with him in our lives. Happy Birthday Jay-man! We love you bunches!

Today's Battle

One of my New Year's Resolutions was to start keeping commitments to myself. I always make myself promises about one thing or another and then end up rationalizing why it's okay to break them. I end up feeling bad and disappointing me.
I am on a constant quest to feel better, look better, eat better. I decided that drinking soda was not doing me any favors so January 1st I gave it up forever. It's not that I can't have it, I just choose not to. Up until today, it hasn't been a problem.
I don't know what was different about today but holy crow! It was like a train hit me. I wanted a coke so bad my mouth was watering. Yeah just like Pavlov's dog! I saw a guy with a giant cup of coke and it was all over. You should have heard the argument going on in my head. And it lasted a long time too!
Ultimate decision, I am worth keeping my commitments to myself. Indulging in my weakness for one moment in time was not worth the hard work I have done over this month. I feel like I accomplished something big today with that one decision. I was so happy with myself and that was worth way more than the regret I would have felt later.
If I could do it today, then I can do it again and again. What a great feeling.

Wii Love the Hauns

Tonight we got to go hang out with Troy, Tiff and their darling girls. If you could guarantee that I would have daughters that cute, I would so have them.
We had awesome pizza (which I have not had in SOOOOO long). Then we got to try our skills on their Wii. Or should I say, everyone else's skills. I have no Wii skills whatsoever. I guess it's good I am SO accomplished in everything else;)
I am saving my money. I will own a Wii someday. I have to redeem myself. It's so embarrassing when everyone age 8 and under is better than you!
Thanks Hauns! We had a riot!

Brought A Tear To My Eye

Ross posted this on our family blog and it made me feel so good, I had to post it here so I can look back on it and smile. He is so good to me!

"Happy Birthday Kelly

Today is Kellys birthday. We get the chance to celebrate the 'rock star formerly known as Kel'. We now call her wife, mom or whats-her-face.

Let me briefly tell you what an amazing woman she is. I know no one else who constantly is looking for a challenge, something to be better at. I love her fire, and competitive nature. Her thirst for perfection inspires many around her and scares the rest of them. She is a fiercely loyal friend, an understanding ear and a very comfortable hug. I could search the whole world and never find anyone better to raise my boys and care for my family. I love her deeply and am proud to stand by her for eternity.

Love you Bell!!"

Happy Birthday To Me!!!

Today is my 35th birthday. 35 really isn't all that old. It's just weird because I remember growing up and thinking I would NEVER be in my 30's.
I love my 30's though. I am better in my 30's than I have ever been. Hopefully I will be even better in my 40's, considering they are just around the corner now;)

Coincidence?

I am a firm believer that there are no coincidences. I think everything that happens, no matter how small, is all part of a grand design. God knows what he is doing. I was thinking about it in church today. Just one of those moments that you start thinking, what if I had made this choice instead of that?
I believe that whatever path you are on, you are supposed to be there. You can choose happiness even if things don't always look the way you thought they would. You can learn the lessons you need to learn. In reflection on my life, I see that every choice, every moment brought me to where I am now, shaped me in to the person I am today.
And you know what? I like her.

More Baby Cohen

Today I went to help out Shelley a little at home. She is doing great, still just a little weak. I found out that if you help out a little, your reward is playing with Cohen!



He is so FREAKING cute! I just love him! (Shell you aren't too bad either.)

New Addition

This is our new puppy, Rogue! She is so cute and so much fun to play with. Come over and meet her anytime!

Cohen Adams Talbot

This is my brand new nephew Cohen. It took a long time for him to join us! Shelley was almost 2 weeks past her due date and really hating life. She was in a lot of pain. She pushed for 2 hours. She had a few complications and lost a lot of blood. We are so very grateful that she is ok. It was scary for a while.

Cohen on the other hand, did fabulously. He was 9 pounds, 15 ounces and 22 inches long. We knew the exact moment he was born because he came out screaming like a banshee! He earned himself the nickname "Tank". He is beyond beautiful. Dan came out of the room with the biggest grin pumping his fists in victory. He also said, "This is the coolest kid ever!" So cute to see a new dad.





Congratulations Dan and Shelley! We are so happy for you! And for our opportunity to mess up this new kid of yours!

The Invention of Hugo Cabret

My latest book read. It is a children's book but it is very thick. The story is very well written and the illustrations are amazing. It only took me 2 hours to read. I give it 2 thumbs up!

Mantra

I decided that I am going to have a mantra that I will live by starting at the beginning of each new year. It will be something I focus on and strive to be better at.

My mantra for 2009 is...drumroll please...."Kindness matters."

There are too many mean people in the world. I am not going to be one of them.

2009 Contract

After serious & cautious consideration . . . I've decided our contract of friendship has been renewed for the New Year 2009!

It was a very hard decision to make. So try not to screw it up!!

Love you all!

Birthday Month!!!

This post and blog background is especially for you Kelli! (you know why, right?) I just want THE WHOLE WORLD to know this is my birthday month. I fully expect and require A LOT of butt kissing and telling me how wonderful I am. We will get into the details of presents at a later date.
Love ya Kell!

Tragedy

One of my best friends lost her father unexpectedly today. I have been so heart broken for her since I found out.
Life is so precious. It can all change in an instant. Take the time to tell everyone they are loved. Forgive hurts. Make every moment count.

Highlights of 2008

Corbin was baptized
Kelly ran the Ogden Half Marathon and didn't die
Tyson and Jaden had their 1st ever soccer camp
Trips to St. George
Raising sheep for 4-H
Kelly ran the Wasatch Back and didn't die
Ross took 3rd in his first ever bike race
Our 13th anniversary
Trip to Florida
Dan and Shelley got pregnant!
Emily and Ryan got pregnant?!
Alison got engaged
Thomas S. Monson became prophet
The first woman Biggest Loser
The launch of Kelly/Kelli Club
Ross became a road biking maniac

What an awesome year it was!

Resolutions

I totally believe in resolutions. Not the kind that you break immediately but the setting and writing down of important goals. New Year's Eve just happens to be a good time to do it. I accomplished a lot of my goals that I set this last year. That always makes me feel good!
My biggest goal this year was to set a daily schedule for myself so I can fit in everything that is important to me. My life just keeps getting busier so my biggest goal is to stick to the new schedule. I am really excited to pull this off. I might actually be getting my crap together people! (a sure sign that hell is freezing over.)
My second biggest goal is to love myself and realize that I am good enough. As long as I am putting forth my best effort and being true to myself, I am good enough. (In reality, this will be harder to pull off than #1 but it is definitely more important.)
Here's to 2009 being even better than 2008!

And will you succeed?
Yes! You will, indeed!
(98 and 3 / 4 percent guaranteed.)

KID, YOU'LL MOVE MOUNTAINS!

So...
be your name WALKER or Bixby or Bray
or Mordecai Ali Van Allen O'Shea,
you're off to Great Places!
Today is your day!
Your mountain is waiting.
So...get on your way!

Tropical St. George

We decided to come and hang out in St. George this week for a little vacation before school starts. It has been between 45 and 50 degrees the whole time we have been here which is downright tropical for Utah in December, right?
We have been swimming, to the park, bike riding and hiking. We love it down here. Don't ask the boys about our hike though. The way they tell it, we tried to kill them. It was barely 5 miles and mostly flat but I guess after a week of doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING over Christmas really makes those muscles atrophy. We are such bad parents. Ross and I had a good time though.
On New Year's Eve we played games and ate too much food and took Bill to the ER. He had an infection in his eye. Our insurance changed drastically on the 1st so we took him in. Bill fell asleep 20 minutes before midnight so we woke him up just in time to see the ball drop. It was a fun night with the boys.
We are anxiously awaiting a phone call to let us know that Shelley (my sister) is in labor. So whether that or Saturday comes first will determine when we are heading home!