Widow For the 2nd Time

So Ross has left me for the second time. He is now at Youth Conference for 4 days. I have not quite recovered from the last time he left. I don't know what he is thinking!
We are going to have fun this week. We always do but when he is gone it has to be just a little bit more. Something has to cover up the fact that he is not here. The cruel irony though? He will get back and even though I will have worked my behind off trying to show the kids how cool I am and how much fun I can be, he will still be their favorite. Life just isn't fair sometimes.