Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Back On Track

So obviously yesterday was a bad day. I think we all need those once in a while to freak out a bit, take a step back and re-evaluate what is important in our lives. I find that often times, the things I get upset about don't really matter in the long run. Especially when I look at all the trials that are going on in other people's lives.
I have the greatest husband. I know he thinks I don't listen but I do. He has a calming effect that goes straight into my heart and my mind. He can help me see so many angles that I can't see by myself. I appreciate and love him so much.
Here's to a new day! Sorry that I have not been so great at controlling my ugly side lately. Life comes at you fast. I am not always prepared!

Monday, May 9, 2011

Derailed

I am having one of those moments in my life where I feel like I have been derailed. I can't even freakin' see the track right now. I know that everything happens for a reason and I need to take these moments and learn from them but sometimes it is so difficult for me. What is my motivation here? I am sorta tired of the tears and frustration that come with trying so hard all the time only to come up short.
I think I have been a big whiner lately. I am really sorry. I try to take things in stride and see the bigger picture. I guess we all have our moments.