I have been asleep for 4 months. Almost to the day. There are trials, that each of us have, that make us go into sleep mode I think. Where we are exerting just enough energy to exist and make it to the next day. Until something makes us realize there's more that we are missing and if we come out of our stupor, it will be worth it.
I didn't realize until a couple of weeks ago that I had been in sleep mode. Sometimes it's what you have to do to deal with whatever you are facing. I decided that 4 months was too much time to lose. I fervently asked Heavenly Father to re-awaken my spirit so I can be productive and live this happy life that I want to be in.
He answered my prayer. And I am present. And thankful. :)
